Tomorrow

Tomorrow will probably be the big day. I'm checking into Stevens Hospital in the early morning and then we'll decide. I don't think I will want to leave the hospital without the baby again. Whether I changed or not since Wednesday, I think I will just let them induce me. I feel like a bomb ready to explode any second. I'm too nervous that my water will break and the labor will progress so fast that I won't be able to make it to the hospital in time. If they induce me, at least things will be under control, and I will have time to have my IV's started, to get my antibiotics (2 doses 4 hours apart) for an infection I have and to get my epidural at the right moment.
I'm very nervous and I don't think I'll be able to sleep much tonight.
Can't wait to meet this new little one!
Please, if you read this say a prayer for Baby and me for a safe and easy delivery.